But who was she really? What was she like?. We are conditioned to remember the idea, not the girl, because a girl can disappoint. She can be troubled, uninterested or forgotten, but months later an idea can still change how you feel about her. Ive witnessed firsthand the power of ideas, Ive SEEn people date in the name of them, and break up defending them. But you cannot kiss an idea, you cannot touch it or hold it. Ideas do not bleed, they do not feel pain, they do not love. And it is not an idea I miss, it is a girl. A girl that I will never forget.
YOU will never forget our nights and what it meant to you. But I will never forget the girl and what she meant to me.
I hope that wherever you are, you eScape this place. I hope that the world turns and that things get better for you. But what I hOpe most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that even thOugh I may never know you again, and even though I may never meet you agaiN, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you. I love you. With all my heart, I LOVE you.